| sometimes nothing seems right
sometimes no can help
sometimes you try to have wishful thinking...
and then theres nights like these
where all the works
is crying yourself to sleep
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| ahhh spring break is soon.you know what that means...4 days in chicago with becky!! eek i. can't. wait.
im actually doing good in school (shocker i know). finally
i fucking hate you five so much i hope you know it. i could say to you thanks for making my life a living hell but honestly i have all the reason in the world to thank you for real. if it weren't for you i wouldnt know my best friends. losing you was the best thing that ever happened and i have gained so much more from it. sometime i wonder where/how the hell i would be if everything was still the same....def. not as happy as i am right now. so sincerely, thanks. i honestly feel bad for you guys.
April 12th...big deal? nahh....
i think every once in a while you have to get mad at people just to see who loves you enough to not be able to stand not talking to you
take a chance
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| i feel like everyone thinks they have the best friends in the world. i mean honestly. if were all so great and supportive and caring then why can't we all just get along?
its late. i can't sleep.
jealousy...its always something thats gonna be there. maybe not you specifically but others around you. it kinda sucks tho bc it always seems to ruin everything...friendships, conversations, relationships, work.
sometimes i think my ears are screaming back at my mouth for being such an idiot. they cant take this talk anymore
i feel like everything is either always really good or always really bad. like how can i literally have one phone conversation one minute and be completly a mess and then the next one a minute later im bouncing off the walls. i guess certain people can do that sort of thing to you...
truth: theres no one else i would rather talk to than you.
i cant wipe this smile off my face...and i love every minute of it. keep this feeling close to heart. never let it go.
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| you know what sucks...
is that i feel like so many people have been there for me when i need them most and now i feel like theres nothing i can possibly do to return the favor. i want to be there for them. thats the least i can do. for all the people that put up with me bitching about stuff they didnt even care about, i want to sit there and just listen to you talk. i want to.
and as for you, you were the one who was there for me the most and now im trying to be there for you. please talk to me about it
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| so i guess i should talk about my life
things are good very good.
im happy again for the first time in a long time. i can finally sit back and just think with out completly breaking down or crying my eyes out.
i think that my friends played a big role in helping me through that time. some helped. a lot hurt. and i know they dont want to hear that but its true. mostly helped tho and i love and thank them for that.
2nd semester is finally starting. i cant wait for a new start. new classes. new teachers.
yay <3
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